Man, can it get any better than this?

Sure it can. Life is what we make of it.

Some times I wonder if people are ever really able to show who they really are. I have come across so many phony people that it has become somewhat daunting to sort out who is who. Is the person I have choose to be friends with really legitimate? Most of the time, in fact 95 percent of the time the answer has been no. A big huge fat NO. Why, maybe it is my expectations of these people being more than they really are. That must be it. :-) Why else would they disappoint me? I expected something from them that they just were not.

On a brighter note, a much brighter note. Life really is good. Work is going well. Working as a server at a BBQ Restaurant is not the greatest of achievements for a 28 year old, but hell, I am still in school making something of myself. Making money to support oneself is a very important thing. It gives one a sense of power, purpose and reason. With out these important pillars I was but a shell of a man, but that has since changed and has in fact, affected every aspect of my life. School work has improved, social life has improved, and since I am working, my level of living has improved. No longer the bum that i was beginning to feel that I was. I can go out and not feel embarrassed about not having any money to party with.

Taking a print class and focusing on 2d instead of just 3d has also helped me out. It has brought a sense of renewal to school life and now I look forward to something 3 times a week. The Physical Ed classes that I took for fun has also improved the way I feel about myself. I am able to keep up with 20 year old. That makes a man who is almost 30 years old a little more happy about his situations.


It is my birthday tomorrow. so, happy birth day to me, Happy Birthday too me, happy birthday to meeeeeeeee. ya. 28, and still alive.